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I’m swimming a mile for women with cancer

Holly with her son Alex weeks before passing away from cancer

It’s time for that annual event when I put a seemingly useless skill of mine to some good. Yes, I’m referring to my swimming, because quite frankly, I can only swim in very specific conditions.

If you really want to know more, you’ll just have to read it on my Swim a Mile Donation Page.

This is my fourth year swimming this event and since 2008, I’ve been swimming in memory of my husband’s sister, Holly Philipp, who passed away from cancer one month before turning 36. It happened so quickly: her diagnosis right around Thanksgiving, and then in the late spring, she was gone. Jon and the rest of his family were fortunate to spend some time with her before she passed away.

This year I will also swim in memory of my dog Siwa. I’m convinced she was a Bodhisattva, her tail constantly wagging, truly enjoying life until the very end. She was diagnosed with canine melanoma in late 2007 and with the latest treatment, she was able to fend off the cancer until her passing in late fall 2009.

My swim will benefit the local “I-hella-heart” Oakland Women’s Cancer Resource Center, an organization that provides a variety of support to women with cancer. The Swim a Mile event is their biggest fundraiser of the year.

I also want to thank my awesome family and friends for helping me to surpass  my goal of raising $500. I am blessed!

It’s not too late to donate though! My swim is scheduled for October 3, plenty of time for you to click that link and help me raise more money for women with cancer:

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No apologies for my impeded stream

Here’s a beautiful and inspiring poem by Zen practitioner Wendell Berry:

It may be that when we no longer know what to do, we have come to our

real work, and that when we no longer know which way to go, we have

begun our real journey. The mind that is not baffled is not employed.

The impeded stream is the one that sings.

I perceive my biggest problem to be that I can’t seem to focus on just one thing – there’s the side of me that needs to work with my hands by playing with tangible objects through artistic endeavors.  Make paintings, drawings, jewelry, sculpture, prints, etc.

There’s another part that has the desire to learn everything I can to become a better web designer and WordPress gal. I want to learn to program PHP, not just manipulate the code. I want to master Photoshop, Illustrator, my Wacom graphics tablet, etc, etc.

I sometimes feel like I’m being torn in so many directions and I catch myself apologizing for feeling like a Jill of all trades but master of none.

My stream turns into rapids very quickly when I’m in this mode. So what to do?

Lately, I turn to sitting. Then I accept this is who I am. And I won’t apologize for that.

Here’s another page from my dharma art journal:

dharm art journal page

The bodhisattva has to be a warrior

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What my monkey mind looks like

As I explained in my previous post, I spent all of last week at a mediation/creativity retreat. We focused our creativity on a dharma art journal. This journal was to be a space for expressing ourselves freely and without judgment.

The first day of sitting was actually quite rough. I had a headache that lasted the entire day and my mind would not quiet down. Two words kept popping up to describe what has happening in my head: monkey mind.

I did not invent this description; it came from one of my numerous Zen books (unfortunately, I can’t remember which one). You know this state of mind though.

We’ve all experienced it: the one in which you lie awake at night, sleepless, because your mind is racing a mile a minute from all the thoughts flooding your head.

Well, that was me on day one, only add on top of that a throbbing headache.

So, rather than fight monkey mind, I allowed it to be. Then I exploded in my journal and took 2 aspirins.

My monkey mind

What the inside of my head looked like (more or less) on day one of sitting

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Living and creating in the space between thoughts: my new dharma practice

Losing the War of Art

I feel the need to explain the change of my blog’s tagline from “Winning the War of Art” to the current “Creating & Living in the Space Between Thoughts”.

Even though my “Facebook Which Firefly Character Are You?” turned out to be Zoe, the reality is that I’ve never been a very good warrior.   I may have a fighting spirit, but when it comes down to it, I really don’t like to fight. Continue reading »

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Figure Drawing Exhibit at the Rockridge Public Library, May 1-30

I’m excited to announce that I’ll be participating in a figure drawing exhibit at the Rockridge Branch of the Oakland Public Library on College Avenue. The show opened May 1 and runs through the end of the month.

The Artists’ Reception will be Saturday, May 8, 3-5 PM.  The Library’s address is 5366 College Ave in Oakland, phone: 510-597-5017. Hope to see you there!!

I submitted two drawings and am hoping that they’re both up. The drawings are below:

Stephanie, 2009 Figure drawing 2009
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